[ Amber considers telling him of the first time Hei died and how she spared not a single moment to rewind and fix it, realizing what she's done only afterwards. Then there was the second time. The third time. The hundredth time. But that does nothing to explain why. ]
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There was a war. Hei and his sister were under my direct command.
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so him dying shouldn't matter as much as it does now to you, but it does. why is that.
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FROM: amber@cdc.org
I don't know. You should know better.
[ He's human, she assumes. ]
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FROM: amber@cdc.org
I haven't lost him.
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No. I haven't lost him.
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Why? Are you volunteering your help?
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not sure what kind of help you need in both cases
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Neither. People like me act solely on logic.
[ Far from the entire truth, but then she would use what's known and unknown to her advantage when it comes to it. ]
FROM: amber@cdc.org
You will see.
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but hey, put me on your list. let's see how good your convictions about this are.
[that is. he'll help her. provided it won't be detrimental to him.]
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You're on my mailing list.
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