retry: (& / watching)
▻ amber ([personal profile] retry) wrote2014-11-12 01:16 pm
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AMBER@CDC.ORG
(1) UNREAD MESSAGE
jounce: (>> I hope you see this in your dreams)

[personal profile] jounce 2015-03-16 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
[just one more moment.]

FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org
How well can a Contractor understand a human??

Do you use him as your gauge? Is that why you follow him? Do you think he's close enough to being a Contractor that you can understand?
jounce: (<< say that to my face not online)

[personal profile] jounce 2015-03-16 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org
No!! Thats not what I mean! People aren't clear cut like that! I don't really know him and I don't really get the lines between human and not either

But if thats what you're going by, it makes more sense

FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org
I'm concerned

I just want to understand
jounce: (<< the night is full of not sun)

[personal profile] jounce 2015-03-16 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
[that's awful.]

[his first thought.]

[don't you have anything else to call your own?]

[his second.]


FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org
Ok

[what he says, because she deigned to tell him, and he knew that wasn't something to be taken lightly. after the instantaneous affirmative, it takes half a minute to compose what he sends next. didn't want her to bring back words meant to chase him off; didn't want to smother his own, either.]

[maybe he should thank her. he doesn't.]


FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org
Please be careful
jounce: (>> volleyball is very important)

[personal profile] jounce 2015-03-16 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
[there it was again. protection. loyalty. (a spot so sore it might as well have bled.)]

[and Li called her a liar.]


FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org
He doesn't need the help
jounce: (<< the world doesn't owe you favors)

[personal profile] jounce 2015-03-16 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[he knows. he knows. acceptance takes time and, for the dim, a few hard-felt lessons.]