FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org Fails to pay? she's paid every time, she's been on top of that, i think i'd knw??? so we have to get her to drink more right now ok,, i can do that!!!
she's refusing it but she must change her mind once she has it plain and simple!
FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org She did what she's done to survive. So who's fault is it? Hers. So who's blame? Hers. So who can she rightly hate? Herself.
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Outside. What is it?
[ Vague answer is vague but what was he expecting? ]
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FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org
Have you seen Carmine today?
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You've been calling her Carmine?
[ This isn't evading. Totally not. ]
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She's falling apart. She needs help, or she's going to get in trouble!
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"Melting like butter."
FROM: amber@cdc.org
What can I do?
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Dont you have an idea???
FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org
butter refs don't help
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A Contractor who fails to pay her remuneration.
FROM: amber@cdc.org
I don't know what to do.
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Fails to pay? she's paid every time, she's been on top of that, i think i'd knw??? so we have to get her to drink more right now ok,, i can do that!!!
she's refusing it but she must change her mind once she has it plain and simple!
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Hinata.
[ That's another way of saying stop right there. ]
FROM: amber@cdc.org
What do you do when you feel guilty?
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[NOT THE TIME.]
[typed, grind teeth, delete.]
FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org
depends on what.
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FROM: amber@cdc.org
Murder, I should think. How do you stop feeling remorseful?
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murder????? i've never murdered
[and here: the reason it would take a number of seconds for her to receive this reply.]
People tell me it depends on who they've murdered.
FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org
Things like that, [emotional things,] it all depends, there's so many bumps and holes to how a person can feel
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For this purpose, someone innocent. Not crimes of passion.
FROM: amber@cdc.org
What do you do when you feel guilty?
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What's happening is guilt?
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I don't know.
FROM: amber@cdc.org
What do you think is happening?
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It could be guilt.
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If it is, you would know how to help her, can't you?
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That's a lot of guilt all at once
I know she'd need more then one person, and especially someone other then me
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"Regression", right??
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Regression was less... dramatic than this.
FROM: amber@cdc.org
She forgot many things when she regressed. Now she remembers all.
FROM: amber@cdc.org
I will keep her from hurting herself.
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In both disobeying or not paying her price?
I'll help. I'll try to help. I want to help. Guilt like that, that must already have become hate.
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Hate? For who?
FROM: amber@cdc.org
You can keep her company when I must be away.
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For herself, it sounds like.
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Why? That makes no sense.
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She did what she's done to survive. So who's fault is it? Hers. So who's blame? Hers. So who can she rightly hate? Herself.
Does that make sense?
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